oh my noa, she's so vain!

Life of A Supplement Junkie

2012-01-26T22:29:00.000+08:00

Ooo junkie yer? Yes, I am the one. Memang junkie, especially when it comes to some supplements that can improve my skin condition and inner (womanly) health. i always believe that cure is better than prevention :) My favorite supplement for skin is from Catalyst, proven fast effect and affordable.

Catalyst Virgin Coconut Oil (VCO) Softgel (red), Catalyst VCO Liquid (blue) and Catalyst Collagen (yellow)

And for womanly health, i always keep my option wide open. My monthly must-have is Evening Primrose Oil, thanks to this magic capsule, I am a regular 28-days cycler with minimize or no PMS at all. I also had tried Catalyst Femme Vita and DCL Bidadari for this purpose.

DCL Bidadari (orange), Catalyst Femme Vita (pink), EPO (yellow flower's) and Spirulina for maintaining overall health (green)

Dual combo of Catalyst Collagen and Femme Vita, gulp together with apple juice. Yumm..

And my recent addition on my supplement rack are: Habbatus Sauda as immune system booster and maintaining overall health, Jamu Ratu Dara for womanly energy and *my favourite of all* as it gives me the fastest and most effective result to repair the inside's wear-and-tear. My keyword here is "Dara", okay; and lastly Zinc supplement that has been useful to cure breakouts along my jawline for the past two months. Nasty hormonal rage T.T

Jamu Ratu Dara (purple), Habbatus Sauda (green), Zinc Plus (silver).

Photo credit to Google

And lastly, my recent buy: Vitamin E Collagen Oil. Yup, I easily succumbed on buying anything with collagen. Temptation, temptation :)

photo credit to: www.ciksu.com (Ads: yes, I shop at ciksu's)

And, and, and, my wishlist: Skin supplement with glutathione. How? Too much, I know.

Life is Short.

2012-01-21T13:33:00.000+08:00

Eat your dessert first.

My first pavlova, with Sista Soul's demonstration and help.

In my case, I do think there is a baker trapped inside a teacher's body here.

Agree?

Yum! It's another reason to cherish our short life.

Something new.

2012-01-20T17:59:00.000+08:00

Do you notice anything new? It's obvious right? I love the header, it is SO me! And I'm happy to install the new layout, the background is SO me too (but you have to change the word "fairest" into "vainest" first lah). But the side bar layout is so plain, that was SO NOT me. No colour-colour, so no kanak-kanak ribena there. Ish, so how lah? Do I have to change this layout again, so that I can finally satisfied with all the elements?

I am a noob, a lazy one, you see.

This furry friend fells me. Muahs!

The Questions : The One That You Asked Me vs The One That I Kept to Myself

2011-12-29T18:17:00.000+08:00

Phew Phew Phew.. Cuti sekolah dah nak abis rupanya :[ So maybe akan slow down lah sesi riang ria kanak-kanak sekolah, guru-guru sekolah and boleh lah maks and paks andam rileks and caterer cuci periuk belanga uols cz Alhamdulillah banyak dah yang bertemu jodoh :) *wink wink* Congrates ya to all couples esp cuzzy saya, friends from high school, varsity, maktabs, my previous company and everywhere uols lah. So, sepanjang cuti tok, Noa yang Vain sik lah banyak pergi pengilan sebab in a way, I think I have turn myself into *a lil bit of* anti-social. You know, influenced by faktor sekeliling especially after miscarriage, terasa malasnya nak bersosial ish ish. Tengok kiri and kanan, cuzzys and friends and random people my age semua dah ada "handbags". Oh la kasih kedirik. Saya yang Vain tok apalah yang ada, ada handbag pun bukan ada botol susu or what else di dalam, hanya ada compact powder, perfume, lip balm and tablet jer. Tak funky pun kan. Ditambah lagik at majlis sosial, everyone especially yang dah ada "handbags" and aunty-aunty asyik2 jak tanyak these questions : Dah ada kerr? Dah berisik? Haih, berisik juak badan kitak, mesti peknen nak? Eh kitak tok jak yang gik slim, belom kah? Dah mengidam kerrr?

Haih haih, muluts uols, nasib iols pengilan sik bawak cabik koh. Insensitive langsung kan? I think, if I ever get pregnant pun kan, InshaAllah I sik akan bising-bising koh. Like seriously, a bump will show bah mun masa dah time. U got what I mean rite? Like a previous one, happynya time I know that hubby and me were pregnant, but semuanya pinjaman belaka. Redha, Alhamdulillah and now TTC again, but rasanya if people around me are the sensitive type, sik perlu lah ask these questions kannnnnn? I know lah badan I dah ala Kim Kardashian, curvy mengalahkan preggers, hihi. But that doesn't mean I am pregnant, that is I am preparing my body towards pregnancy, boleh? *Alasan semata-mata after I gain almost 10 pounds sebab hati gembira makan ajerrr time school oliday tok.*

Make it this way, I sik ada pun bertanyak ngan uols these questions, "Bila u nak berlaki baru tek?" (kepada isteri yang ditinggalkan suami, "Bila u nak tutup aurat?" (kepada uols yang belom bertudung), "Haih, lamak juak u menganggur, sik rugi kah belajar lamak-lamak?" (kepada uols yang belom bekerja), or "Bila u nak kurus?" (kepada uols yang dah tambah berat badan macam diri sendiri ini). Sigh, maybe iols sik pandey nak bersosial cara uols, asking insensitive questions all the time rite. Memang anti-sosial.

So this cuti, I put on weight, badan I dah bertambah spare tyre di hadapan dan belakang, makan berselera, and some hormone imbalance that rock my cycle, and a question I kept to myself, "I tok gemok free kah?". Bengong :(

Boleh kah I wear this kind of t-shirt time pegi pengilan, pair with a PopLook dress,

long cardi and a shawl, gerenti meletops kan?

**Disclaimer: Entry ini bukan bermaksud saya ada hatred towards pregnant moms and moms all over the world, it's just that I am so badly wanna be like u babes and sometime I yang vain tok pun boleh rasa down during that time of the month. Excusez moi :P

Wordless Wednesday: Gingerbread turns Honeycomb

2011-12-07T20:38:00.001+08:00

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Rainbow Caramel Cake

2011-12-02T16:26:00.000+08:00

This school holiday had given me so much energy and literally, my sis and me can't pass a day sans baking. Here's what we baked recently:

Rainbow Caramel Cake

This cake was very addictive, especially after you chilled in it a fridge.

I cant't help smiling everything I see these pictures :)

And we already received some orders for this cake for upcoming X'mas. Ho ho ho..

Wordless Wednesday ii

2011-11-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

Wordless Wednesday :)

2011-11-30T22:41:00.001+08:00

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Lunch Today: Pizza Junction's Delivery

2011-11-30T18:26:00.000+08:00

Last Thursday night, I stayed up sambil tertidur time nak siapkan order untuk our Cheesy Potato Pie, together with my sista. Akibat bercita-cita tinggi, maka rezeki Alhamdulillah masyuk lah juak. We had 10 batches of the pie untuk dibakar dalam oven, and dengan oven yang very comel itu, everything was slow and steady. Ooo kedak tok lah rasa ibu-ibu berjaga malam molah kueh pakey jajak oh. Insaf I, Alhamdulillah, janji kita rajin and kongang berusaha, inshaAllah memang ada :)

So on last Friday, setelah tidurnya akhir and badan rasa sik best kesan lamak dah sik berjaga, so saya rasa quite tired. Sik masak pakey lunch. And hati terasa begitu kowat nak makan pizza. Nak keluar pun malas, waima ada keta di luar umah ya. Bagus I order online jak, best juak diam area E-Mart tok, boleh kata semua ada ctok :)

E-Mart kesayangan semua, photo credits to here

Time order tek, operator ya nanyak: "Kitak order untuk berapa orang kah?", So i just jawab 3. Then time nya verify order still kedak sik percayak jak apa yang telah diorder. Apakah?

So lunch nya ialah:

Tadaaaaa~~ a wholesome meal for three, Ika, Ifan n me were having this :P No wonder operator ya heran kenak order banyaks gilak, lapar woo laparrrr :P So we had Pepsi, Chicken Mayo pizza, American Cheese Burger Pizza, 4 pcs Gooey Wings, Spagetti Bolognese, 5 Mushroom Soups and Cinnamon Stick. So orang Serawak can call this bermongan-monganan. Oh I don't really care, hikhik.

Chicken Mayo Pizza, rasa so-so jer.

American Cheese Burger, my favorite :) Tok nang nyem.

So, banyaklah leftover nya when kita dah tamahak order banyak-banyak. But sokayyy, ada lah for dinner malam ya. Boleh microwaved dinner jak malam ya lah.

*Ads: For those living in Matang area, and would like to order pizza from Pizza Junction/Flinders, here is the contact number: 082-645596.

But, they may take about 1 hour to reach you. So, you are pre-warned if it happen the pizza that you ordered take long time to arrive.

Sticky Entry: Cheesy Potato Pie for sale

2011-11-30T13:28:00.001+08:00

*This is a sticky entry, For everyday update and latest entry, please roll down under :P*

Sempena school holiday yang panjang ini, Cikgu yang Vain have a special treat for you babes. Me and my sista are coming up with our mini project: The Baking Apron.

The Baking Apron: A mini project on selling anything we can bake, make it sweet or savoury. We ensure it will tickle your taste buds, make you craving for more.

Suitable for everyday treat, birthday or housewarming event or tupperware party, as well as open house during festive season (i.e Xmas is around the corner right?) or even "sedekah hari Jumaat" for your officemates, family and friends.

We can custom made the size of this Cheesy Potato Pie to your preference, just book in advance.

Email me at: noa.hamrin@gmail.com for order.

Savoury- Cheesy potato pie, RM4 each.
Baked in a saucer-size foil, of low fat milk, cheddar cheese, cold cuts meat and of course potato.

Savoury- Cheesy potato pie, RM4 each.
Baked to golden perfection.

Savoury- Cheesy potato pie, RM10 each.
Baked in 6"x3" foil, of low fat milk, cheddar cheese, cold cuts meat and of course potato.
**Advance booking is required for this size and anything larger.

We will come up with other savoury: Cottage Pie and Shepherd Pie

and even something sweet like Apam Polka Dot and Caramel Cake.

Stay Tune! Muahs :P

OhMyNoa's note: 1. For large amount of order or custom made sizes, please inform us 1-2 days before the date.

2. Delivery will be available around Kuching and Kota Samarahan area only.

3. For order, email Noa at noa.hamrin@gmail.com or for faster reply, SMS at 017-8587966.

November

2011-11-23T16:33:00.001+08:00

November tok banyak tarikh cantik. We ol have 1.11.11, 11.11.11, 20.11.2011, you know such dates where people would choose as their special day: getting married, bertunang, beranak. Hmm, beranak pun boleh set date nowaday kan? Hihi. Ya lah, *IF* we were not miscarriaged before, my scan EDD should be 20.11.2011 that day. Mesti dah ada baby sekarang, tengah berpantang, pakey snowcap lam umah hihi..but sokay lah, yang penting I redha dengan what had happened. I failed at first time, segalanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui. Hidup tok sik boleh lah kita expect macam yang orang lain maok. I mean, some people think abis belajar, land on our first job, lepas ya kahwin, lepas kahwin dapat anak, lepas dapat anak, tambah anak. You know, if not sikkan lah people always poretness with question after question kan.

So this November, pencapaian terbesar I dalam TTC ialah berjaya menghabiskan my Folic Acid supplement. And AF is already a day late. But, still early *for me* to pee-on-a-stick lah. Hmmm, takut keciwa :{ Folic Acid supplement yang dihabiskan ya pun adalah saki baki time pregger duluan. Kita tengok lah how nanti ye, yang penting mun Allah nak berik rezeki ya sik siney. Mun belom, inshaAllah kita keep on berdoa :)

Next achievement yang I dah kenalpasti today ialah dah setahun lebih jadi cikgu tok, baruk bulan tok makey gaji DG. Oo la tedah dirik, lambat setahun. Ya pun lom dapat tunggakan itu dan ini gik. Cikgu tok sebenarnya banyak berkongsi rezeki ngan students, ada duit lebih ada lah berbeli pensil, peraut, pemadam sekotak dua pakey dibawak masok lam class. Yalah, sikkan student lupak pensil alu terus nak nulis surat ngan parents nyuruh beli pensil untuk anak cdak kan. Malas bah nak ngepak mulut ngerepaks or ngepak tangan type surat. Hulur-hulur jak pensil ya. Tapi, apapun I bersyukur Alhamdulillah akhirnya gaji I dilaraskan, waima hati I tok tetap geram menunggu yang belum masuk ya. I juak tetap believe, apa yang kita kongsikan ngan orang lain akan ada yang datang balit juak. :)

Senyumlah, inshaAllah rezeki senang masuk.

OhMyNoa's thought: Uols pernah sik diam ngan urang, nya sik berbeli barang makan dalam sebulan ya, sekadar ngindin makanan nak dibeli kita dengan alasan, "Sik dapat kamek beli stok makanan bulan tok koh, cz bulan tok duit kamek abis disimpan dalam ASB". Sik sekalor gya, bak kata my hubby, "mencik mek!!!"

A game that unite all

2011-11-22T15:49:00.000+08:00

Yes, football ialah game yang unite us all. Tak kira yang reti main or just a plain kaki bangku---like me. But last night, I guess all Malaysians had a blast screaming and supporting our Team Malaysia to the extend that they play real hard to bring back the gold medal for Malaysia. Tahniah Harimau Muda, I really love how you roarrrr-ed and how the opponent team dived. Hihi.

Back in my college year, I am very fond to anything tiger-ish. This inclination is specifically to the feline family. I love cats, big cats and the small one, as well as the domesticated type. Meow! So for my Final Year Project back in Unimas, I had chosen a project related to the cats, in my case Wild Cats. I still can remember my project title: Historical Records, Distribution and Morphological Measurement of Felidae in Borneo. And FYI, kat Borneo we only have 5 types of wild cats. Meow again.

And one thing, I still remember, during my project presentation, one male panel asked me :"Since we have 5 type of wild cats in Borneo, why don't we have Panthera Tigris (Malayan Tiger) in Borneo?". I was given time to think before I answer that, but being the one that done the research, I knew I must answer the panel asap to minimize my mistake of overlook why we don't have tiger in Borneo. Being an innocent, I answered back "Maybe during the climate change where plate-tectonic movement happened during dinasour era, the tiger had missed the chance to jump into Borneo Island, thus it made them can not be found in Boeneo today". Huh, jawapan macam bijak kan? tapi I was very unsure of that. Main hentam jer, boleh lagi ingat binatang ni main lompat-lompat benua zaman ice age to live in that place. Shallow hihi. Then another panel said, "a folk tale tells me that a tiger can't live where the ironwood is found". Whoa, betul kah harimau ni takut kat Kayu belian. Maybe? I don't know/

But, from the SEA GAMES 26, it is proven that our Harimau Malaya is not afraid of Garuda. Kudos!

What's for lunch today?

2011-11-21T14:10:00.000+08:00

One thing that I am excited during school holiday is I get to cook my own dish for lunch. And later in the day, I might be cooking dinner for hubby too. Precious precious hihi.

So, what's for my lunch today?

Tempe and chicken fillet in Thai chilli sauce.

Yummy!

What's yours for lunch? Enjoy your meal babes!

Life is fragile. Handle with prayer.

2011-11-10T21:12:00.000+08:00

Today result EGTukar kuar. Neves gila nak checked, though I know the result is expected : TIDAK DILULUSKAN. So nampaknya Cikgu Vain ini still lagi akan dok sini, mengajar sini lagi and jaoh lagi from Hubby. Lepas dapat result, terus call Hubby, informed him and menangis sedikit barang setitik dua air mata yang berharga ini. Siap hiding dalam class Tahun 2 pegi menangis, luckily today I am wearing waterproof mascara on my eyes and a foolproof heart in one hand. So takdak scene aksi-aksi meroyan sedih tak dapat berpindah. The reason is: I have been through a lot of heart-wrenching moments this year. So to cry is never an option anymore, maka harusnya saya bertabahan hati untuk go on with my life, buat plan B, C, D et al and terus tawadhuk bertaqwa kat Allah, for He will give more than anything I ask for, with HIS timing and HIS way. I strongly have faith in that, inshaAllah.

Yah, I know hidup I tak selancar and sesempurna orang lain, semakin banyak cabaran. But the, banyak mistakes I sendiri, and everyday tika diuji sekecil-kecilnya or besar sekali pun, I always telling myself to redha, and keep in trying my best to pray semoga saya semakin kuat untuk menghadapi segalanya. Like a lovely friend of mine say, "Life is fragile, handle with prayer". Very true, jangan underestimate the power of prayer and zikr. InshaAllah hidup akan tenang and cool-cool jer no matter apa ujian kita. So kawan-kawan Muslimin dan Muslimah sekalian, and especially myself Noa yang Vain, jangan ngelat lagi solat and baca Quran okay.

On TTC progress pulak, I think I dah ovulate this week, Siap demam-demam lagi. But yeah, I dun wanna stress myself much on that. Stop for a while consuming EPO after ovulation, reducing my Habbatus Sauda pills cz I still got confusion of this thingy, label kat botol cakap preggers tak boleh consume, tapi banyak omputeh Muslimah suggest to amik this Black Seeds time pregnant, it is good. So saya confuse and in the middle right now. Puzzle puzzle. Selain itu dah start amalkan bacaan surah Al-Waqiah and Surah Maryam after Maghrib, and Salawat Tafrijiyah 11 times after every solat. Semoga ikhtiar rohaniah saya berhasil, Amiiin :)

Tapi kalau belum pun, saya tetap syukur and redha. Allah knows best, adalah better plan dari-Nya untuk saya nanti.

♥The closest distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor.
The one who bows down to Allah can stand up to anything.

3.11.11

2011-11-03T21:24:00.000+08:00

3.11.11 : It's our 11th month being together.

our very first step :)

I feel so blessed, so contented in my marriage life now (minus the LDR part). But sokayy, we managed to weather the storm of living apart together, and I haven't cease praying to the Almighty for the strength and opportunity for me to be under a roof with Moi Beloved. InshaAllah taala, ada jalannya :)

11th month, so much happened that makes us fonder to each other. A week ago, it should be my EDD for our deeply missed lil angel, to be exact 28.10.11. This is our first EDD based on my LMP, but during the first tummy scan, the doc estimated our due date should be 20.11.2011. Pretty date right? But ya, we definitely can accept the test Allah gave us, redha :) We believe ada lah rezeki afterward, Allah Maha Pemurah, Maha Mengetahui. He has a better plan for us, I know. And I am doing my part now, by TTC-ing since Ramadhan. From what I observed, my Miss Red Spot comes on the dot every month, cycling from 27-28 days. Macam best kan dapat regular and on time period, but quite a sigh sigh here, cz tak dak chance lagi to 'pee-on-a-stick' as deeply inside, i wish for a day or two delay. Hihi :) But reading between the line, it is a good sign actually since i can estimate my fertile and ovulation days every month. The downside is: I don't have my hubby for baby dance during that windows. Aigoo..LDR and TTC doesn't come hand-in-hand.

He'll make a good father!

But worry not, cuti sekolah is around the corner. Yay! boleh TTC dengan tegar dan bersungguh-sungguh. InshaAllah, I will banyakkan doa and amalan yang disarankan to conceive. I need baby dust y'all. Pray for me, and my prayers go to all Dream Mothers out there.

Badly needed!

Muahs!

Happy as a whale wink!wink!

2011-10-13T15:31:00.000+08:00

Last weekend was a lonesome one. Hubby was not home, he's got some migration works to do and I was jaded. hmm..hubby's work bunyinya macam vampire ala Edward team kan, migrating..hihi, I can't wait November though. oh..Look!

Facebook status sebagai evidens. Wahhh :)

And yea, I baked! A potato and cheese pie for errr..i dunno whether for dinner and supper. Thank God the pie was very easy to prepare and bake, and

VOILA!

Potato and cheese pie, before heading up to the oven :P

Nice looking stuff right? This pie indeed makes me a happy whale, cause I am so loving the combination of potato and cheese. I've made one for my sista's open house, last two weeks. And I was glad it was the hit amongst the visiting friends and relatives.

The hit for the last day in Syawal :)

And here, I'd like to share the recipe for you babes and dudes. Happy trying people!

Resipi Potato and Cheese Pie -versi Happy Whale!

6 biji kentang-saiz sederhana

Secawan susu UHT

2 biji telur

Garam, serbuk perisa, lada sulah

125g gram butter

Cheddar cheese- jenis slice dan bar

Daging (boleh pilih samada sosej atau meatloaf, paling best guna ayamas)

Breadcrumbs

Here's how-to!

1. Kentang dibuang kulit, rebus sampai empuk, ditos dan dilecek.

2. Setelah kentang dilecek, masukkan butter dan 3 keping cheese. Gaulkan sampai hancur n smooth.

3. Masukkan susu.

4. Telur dipukul dengan garam, serbuk perisa n lada. Lepas tu masukkan kedalam kentang tadi. Gaul sampai sebati. Kalau kentang tu tak smooth sgt, boleh blend.

4. Griskan acuan dgn butter. Masukkan setengah adunan kentang.

5. Susun kan satu lapisan sosej atau meatloaf. Then susun kan satu lapisan cheese keping. It will take you about 5 slices of cheese.

6, Masukkan lebihan adunan. Parut cheddar cheese (bar)l dan taburkan di atas sekali.

7. Lastly, taburkan satu lapisan nipis breadcrumbs. Potongkan butter yg beku kecil2, Letakkan jarang2 secara random on top of all.

8. Bakar di dalam oven, degree 200 darjah sehingga masak. Selepas siap, biarkan a while before dipotong ya.

Hope ada yang nak try lah, seswai sangat for tea-time, it's easy to make, cheap, yummy ~~and menggemokkan!~~ furthermore dapat banyak pahala when uols rajin buat for your hubby and anak-anak tercinta.

Hihi. Till then, mmmwahhx!

Bajet 2012

2011-10-08T00:06:00.000+08:00

I wonder, it goes like this..

When Najib announced on the budget that the government will raise the salary and pay half month bonus to their 'servants', people of private sectors are disappointed as they got non and claim this as unfair.

Please think this way, we work for government, so I do think that the government is the party that should raise our salary and give out bonus to us. Not the MNC like Shell, Petronas or company like TM, Kedai Basikal Ah Huat or whatever right.

Does it make sense since Hubby is working with TM, and when TM raise Hubby's salary and give out 2 months bonus to him, I should claim the raise and bonus too from TM? Nooooo, right, since I am working with the government and not with TM. Oh do I make sense here?

In My Shoes

2011-10-07T23:33:00.002+08:00

"Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel it hurts you, it will probably hurt the other person, too.”

Anyone wanna be in my shoes? Okay, lemme bring you how I wear my shoes, a pair of pointe shoes on a gravel roads. Versi kampung-kampung jer. Hmm okay, it goes like this. Me- Noa Hamrin, graduated from a uni, got an internship with a company where as the internship should be completed in 3 years with a very basic wages. But some how twas been shortened into 2 years. Nailed a permanent job in the same company, but was being relocated far far away from family. Twas no regret at all landing on the job, I love every part of it, fantabulous friends, flexible work scene, no uniform, skinny jeans all day long but the villain part is there- my boss and a group of need-to-grow-up bitches (read: fat!). and oh sorry, if you guys happen to read this. Then, I felt bored, I need something new, something more challenging. Sat for an exam of a post-grads diploma to be a teacher. I did not revise anything at all, sempat shoppink2 with my babe, set rambut cantek2 before sit the exam. Good luck. I passed. Then attended an interview, with very lil preparation, Better luck. I got a place. Then the bad part came, I had to quit the job I "love", and broke. Miskin gila that time, since I have to pay for the compensation of 2 months salary and at the same time I need some money to pay and pursue the diploma.

Lived one years in a stranger lands, met up with fantabulous friends again. a very different scene from uni. Loads of assignments and everything else. And I experienced lotsa breakdown at the jiffy. After a year plus, we got posted to various places and holes and caves and mountains around Sarawak. And here I am now, teaching at a school near a river, with crocs. Sokayyy, no problem at all. Life changes from time to time, after a month working, I got engaged to the Love of My Life. And being a wifey to him 3 months after that. We are like a set of happy bunny, crazier to each other everyday and then, we were pregnant. A happy happy me broke the news to the world as early as my 6th week. But since hubby and me live a long-distance marriage, it means that we take care on ourselves most of the time. During the pregnancy, I do take care of myself. My way. Being actively doing home works in an OCD way, cleaning the house, sweeping, scrubbing the toilet, and cooking almost everyday on my own tho I stay with a house mate. And then the worse part happened, since the kampung that I live in has no clean water supply, I had to carry gallons of water everyday for my personal use : bathing, cleaning, drinking! A pregger yet I was very hardworking and strong than ever, It was the moment that I thought I can take care of myself.

But unfortunately on my 11th weeks, I bleed which led hubby to rush over from Kuching to take care of me. The worst part was we miscarriaged at my 14th weeks. But for me, life goes on. I even attended my diploma convocation a day after my D&C, keeping myself cheery and happy as ever. But only Hubby knows how sad I am, cz either with him or me alone that I cried my heart out when the motherly feelings throb inside me. Going back to school, I continue to give my best and my not so best in teaching my pupils and serving my responsibility with few added work loads (that's supposed not to be mine-- okay, agak berkira di sini). And I believe I had done my best in doing my jobs. End of year, all teachers know and anticipate it's time for us to apply for relocation; for few familiar reasons like to be in a same place with your spouse (SO ME!!), health problems, family members need attention due to health problems, safety and death threats etc. I applied, filled in the form with lotsa hope (since I wanna badly to be with my Hubby, since we had been TTC for three months now and I am ready to be a pregger again). Sent out the form for verification of my superior, but yet he verified my application with the statement: THE APPLICATION IS SUPPORTED BUT THE TEACHER IS A NOMINEES FOR ENGLISH UPSR TEACHER 2012. Oh, ~~kepalahotak~~ betul, ko ingat this is a grammy award ada nominees-nominees? I nak pindah.

SO HOW?

Venci okayyy dengan orang-orang yang kurang consideration. Ya Allah, please guide me and lead me through all the test in my life, It is you and only you that i seek a help to. Amiiin.

I need to put back my feet on the ground, I need better shoes.

Sesuai untuk menari burlesque gitu :p

Two months.

2011-06-24T00:25:00.000+08:00

It's been two months since our little Angel was miscarriaged, and I haven't been able to write anything about this. Dah cuba, but I always ended up cry myself to sleep. Esok pagi, bangun tido and I always got these red puffy eyes. Happens weekly, no questions ask. Cause I miss to have and to feel the precious one inside my tummy..it's our baby, our lil Angel :'( cause sometimes I still have my what ifs..what ifs..and what ifs..

Sebenarnya, we knew we were miscarriaged a week before the natural miscarriage terjadi (23rd April 2011). It was our first visit to KPJ, meeting Dr Philip, and I can't help but to cry my heart out bila the doc cakap our baby was not growing anymore. And according to my first UPT, our baby should be dah 4 months at that time. Oh kasehnya.. My hubby and me just keep silence of this diagnose. And at the same time, I still keep googling for any possiblities and opinions from friends and sources I can found, if the doctor ever misdiagnosed. Hmm..tinggi nya harapan ketika itu..Tapi semuanya Allah dah tentukan, apa yang dipinjamkan harus dikembalikan.With hubby by my side, I learn to redha, step by step. No, worse. It was bits by bits. And when finally the miscarriage happened naturally, it was only my hubby and me at home. Everyone left for vacay in KL. I did whine how the cramping of my uterus was hurt me badly, like it was the most horrible pain that I ever felt. But Alhamdulillah, hubby keep reminding me untuk redha dengan apa terjadi. And thanks to his effort and strength, hubby memang keep accompanying me back and forth from toilet to bed at that time. though I knew deep inside, he must be scared of the amount of blood I shed on that particular day.

Thanks Hubby, awaklah cinta saya dunia dan akhirat.

Baeklah, till here..cause I still rasa it was not easy to write.

I miss my guardian angel, my hubby

and our lil angel, our baby :')

Just like Giuliana and Bill..

2011-04-25T11:16:00.000+08:00

They are super lovely right? The fact is undeniable..

[Giuliana and Bill, lovelies]

We are just like them..
Just like Giuliana and Bill..
In love ©©©

   Got married
   Still crazy in love with each other
   We get PREGNANT
   and now, we MISCARRIAGE..

..but still stay strong for each other no matter what..

p/s: I love you ~~Bill~~ Hubby, you know I do.. Muahsss!

Noa will ditch her skinny pants for another 8 months.

2011-03-06T22:48:00.000+08:00

"Let you put your hands on me

In my skin-tight jeans

Be your teenage dream tonight"

Haih, sekda lagik lah Noa yang Vain nak berlagu gya ngan hubby nya koh lekak tok, apa tek nya dah sik layak lagik nak makey skinny pants gittew. Buang jak skinny pants ku tek, piluk ati mun nak makey mun sik dapat di kancin koh. Kinek tok mun ada hati nak makey, retinya sik berkancin lah ya, ada pah bes key nahan sik hal oh. Pakey dengan dress pendek girly-girly gittew, voley? Coverina okay! :) Or put madah tok ialah unbuttoned pants syndrome, which was dialami oleh most of si rina-rina yang prego seperti yang dipadah dalam blog Celebrity Mum. Kelless lah kan baca blog kedak tok. Harusss..

Semuanya terjadi since early February rya lah, tekak tok teringin gilak nak makan chocolate cake, but sik main lah chocolate cake nak dibeli kat Tamu k breakfast ujung minggu lekak meli dak sayo and ikan gembung. Mok juak dari Secret Recipe. Mun dah nya Vain, mesti lah demand and ngansarina nak. Sik dapat dipisahkan combo tok bah.

Turun lah ke Kuching tek, nak pengilan kawan my hubby kawen. Sambil-sambil ya harus lah nyelepat ke Spring, Nak ke Secret Recipe. Tapi......lebih afdal mun ada orang cia. Dah lah dirik ngidam, sik lah dirik juak ngeluar duit nak. Cokot ya harus eh, sik kaya kita kelak. Rondeng punya rondeng, terus Noa yang Vain call abang nya, or lebih glamour gik dengan nama panggilan as "Pak Aji", adaptasi dari nama Haji Bakhil, dalam ceta Labu Labi. Paham-paham jak lah oh mun orang dah ditunggah Pak Aji tok, haruslah nya or kay tapi cokot. Hihi. Opppss..sorry Pak Aji.

Berjaya lah Pak Aji di pow tek, Beef Lasagna dan White-and-Dark Chocolate Cake. Nyem skalsssss, sebab nya nang nyemm apa lagik makan free. I loike.

[ Beef Lasagna yang nyemmm skals. Pix credits to Googles ]

[ White-and-Dark Chocolate Cake, yang diidam-idamkan. Pix credits to Googles ]

Selepas makan ya tek, teruslah Noa yang Vain live happily ever after...until last Friday night :(

Tetiba jak time relax-relax tunggu hubby datang dari Kuching, Noa yang Vain merasa sakit yang amat sangat ala-ala period pain and cramp at her abdomen area, to be exact at the womb area. Told ya sakit tok is wayyy lebih sakit yang us girls dapat time MayDay kita ya, nang sakit. Alu run-run lah Noa yang Vain nangis nahan sakit, sik pernah rasa sakit kedak tok gilak, and sik pernah Noa yang Vain nak nangis kerana sakit melainkan sakit ati and sakit rindu. Begitulah ceritanya, tetapi lekak ya ditambah lagik dengan rasa hangol-hangolan pening palak tapi sekda rasa nak muntah. Nang hazab eh.

Datang lah hubby nya tek kol 9 pm lalu gya, so harus lah sakit akan berlipat ganda dan tangisan lebih run-run lagik kan? Haih, drama ko ya. Tapi mun dah sakit sik ku bulak koh. Nang sakit, tapi sempat lagik neman hubby makan Nasi Ayam Penyet yang nyemm skals yang ditapau earlier that night. Oh nampak kali sik masak nak. Rasanya sendat juak geruk hubby makan nangga Noa yang Vain nangis run-run dengan rambutnya ala Victoria Secret Angel mengurai gittew.

[ Nasi Ayam Penyet yang nyuruh geruk hubby sendat coz ada perem drama gilak malam ya. Pix credits to Googles ]

Dipendekkan cerita, maybe mak and hubby sik rajin nangga Noa yang Vain nangis, alu disuruh nya pergi ke Emergency Ward di hospital sitok. Mun diekot rasa ati ngenang hospital ya lame, sik maok pergi eh. But at the same time takut insan-insan yang sabar tok datang antu jadi Noa yang Vain menurut perintah jak lah.

Sampey kat Hospital, selepas setengah jam nunggu, masuk lah berjumpa dengan MA yang in charge malam ya. Macam-macam juak ditanyak nya tek, antaranya:

MA: Ada cheery beery sik sakit perut tok?

Si Vain: Sekda lah, nya just rasa nyucuk-nyucuk jak, ngansarina gittew.

MA: Period pain kali nak? Dah period lom?

Si Vain: Lom eh, lambat dah period mek tok. Lamak juak dah lom mohar sempena Mayday.

MA: Bah, adalah tok. Bila last kitak period?

Si Vain: End of January.

MA: Time kitak kemih tadik da rasa sakit sik? Ada rasa panas sik?

Si Vain: Sakit sekda lah rasa, tapi ukan mun kita kemih nang rasa panas jak nya kuar kah? *statement tak bleh blah dah kuar*

MA: Aok oh, camne kitak makan kinek tok? Banyak nak?

Si Vain: *Ko nak madah ku gemok kah? <-- Berkata dalam ati.* aok, nang kamek maok jak nyawa makan nek tok.

MA: Mun gya molah UPT lah kita tok. Mun sekda isik baruk dapat merik ubat.

Jadi, atas advice hubby terus lah molah Urine Pregnancy Test (UPT) di tengah malam butak kat emergency ward ya. Actually last week dah molah dah test ya, guna Home Pregnancy Test (HPT), memang ada two lines ya but very faint color nya. Madot bah. And hubby datang malam ya tek da juak nya purchase 3 HPT k memuaskan hati Noa yang Vain, atas nama cinta, sedangkan Noa yang Vain mintak beli yang digital mpun, brand ClearBlue kedak dipakey cdak dalam cerita Gossip Girl. Harus ngansarina nak, tapi malangnya hubby sik ketemu benda ya. ~~Or lak disuruh bebeli barang gitok sik nya pandey koh, sik ku bulak, hihi.~~

[ ClearBlue Digital Pregnancy Test yang menjadi idaman, tetapi Si Vain hanya mampu redha dengan HPT brand Guardian jer. Pix credits to Googles ]

Okay, test yang sepatutnya ditauk result dalam 5 minit haruslah menjadi 30 minit di hospital kedak tok, apatah lagik di tengah malam. Around 1140 pm gya baruk ditunggah balit masuk dalam bilit MA ya lagik.

MA: Sik dapat kamek merik ubat sakit kitak tok, sebab nang berisik :)

Oh, terus Noa yang Vain dan hubby suk kedirik. Hmm, pandey juak honey bun dalam womb tok molah drama. Jangan drama macam Fasha Sandha sudehhhh, macam Blair Waldorf voley okay.

MA: Tahniah lah oh, jaga jak dirik bagus-bagus. Mun ada sakit macam tok lagik minum jak aek banyak-banyak. Coz belum boleh makan Panadol or painkiller time tok.

Hubby: Berapa bulan dah Noa yang Vain tok prego?

MA: Ekot anggran adalah dalam 5 weeks 6 days. Tanggar jak kitak duak macam nya duak tok (sambil muncong jungor ke cgek couple ngembak baby nya demam maybe).. gya lah mun dah beranak klak. Kitak duak tok first time nak?

Si Vain: Aok, first time, *sambil nangga baby kat treatment chair sebelah dengan penuh keibuan, oh kaseh... ko ada?

Lekak ya balit lah Noa yang Vain and hubby ke rumah tek, alu ilang rasa sakit or cramps yang menusuk rahim nya tek. Kotan happy, alu nyambung makan nasi ayam penyet pada pukul 1210 am gittew. SIk takut gemok gik dah hihi, apa tek dah tauk nya prego.

Sebelum balit tek, ada juak MA ya mesan jangan makan udang sia (udang alus) and kacang parang (or known as Kacang Kotet from my mom) hihi.

[ Kacang kotet. Pix credits to Googles ]

Okay, dun worry MA, hubby i berik makan udang galah jer. Chees-baked lagi tu :)

[ Cheese-baked prawn yang we ols makan kat Rock Road Seafood last week. Nyemmm skalss, nang superb ]

Last but not least,

"We're not fat, we're just pregnant :) "

[ Latest pix from us couple, xoxo ]

Nota kaki: Happy growing up honey bun, and happy growing my tummy :) and to my beloved skinny pants, till we meet again in a year :)

Lonesome.

2011-01-25T21:49:00.001+08:00

One of the jerk of living alone is when you need somebody to talk to in personal, it cant happen in anyways. Then, you'll end up mumbling on your own, or updating ridiculous status on your social network website....or publishing one or two entry like this. Technology may helps, but for now, i am tad tired and bored connecting via gadgets. I need the classic conversations with people that close and dear to me, where comforting may lead to the warmth of hugs, that accompany by soothing words telling me "you'll be okay". Is that too much of what i ever wanted now?

Oh my, i miss my hubby and my babes :'(

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gundah gelana

2011-01-24T21:59:00.000+08:00

Leh sikk tajuk entry gya? Ala-ala gundah gelana and mak down segala. Hmm.. bukan selalu Noa yang Vain nak publish entry cemtok, biasalah yang vain haruslerrr menjaga kevainan nya selalu, as if sekda apa yang dapat mengganggu kevainan nya. But ackchelly si Vain tok lah kuat perasa, sensitif, sesentap semuanya. Pengingga-rina eboh dipadah gik lah.

Tapi yalah, bukan selalu nak gundah gelana nak. Gney-gney pun senyum tetap senyum, susah ati gney pun diam jak lah. Dipadah ngan orang, berapa sen jak lega, cek-cek pakey modal orang bersusei hal kita. Malaskuuuu.. mun nak terkiak-kaong lam status Facebook madah dirik susah ati or sik puas ati ngan orang ke ulu ke ilir pun malas juak lah. Cukup-cukup lah jumlah attention seeker, drama king, drama queen, people with issue lam Fb ya. Mana rondeng kitak orwng lah. Nak berpadah f2f pun malass juak, coz people nowadays judgemental glak. Cket-cket nak blame orang, tho cdak sik tauk wat people had been through. Sik awak ajak betol bah, waima dah tua or dah makan garam berkilo-kilo dolok dari insan vain macam i sekalipun. Sekali dah salah judged, dah bersangka buruk ngan orang, mun sik mintaf maaf ngan orang ya, kan dosa.

Taukkkk? Yah, ngerepak dah si Vain nak. Mesti uols sik tauk ujung pangkal. Yalah diam jak kita, sik perlu cgek dunia tauk wat is our issue nak. Sik perrrlu nong.

Miranda Kerr and baby Flynn

2011-01-20T19:17:00.001+08:00

Well..well, look who's in the house? It's Miranda Kerr uols. Personally, Miranda is my favorite Victoria Secret angel. Suka glak okayy, look at her: sweet and sexxay. She rocks the runway happily, always senyum senyum comel flaunting lesung pipit yang dalam ya. Kat Aussie pun ada pipit okay, jangan uols sik tauk..(okay, i bulak jak, because the little birds in bahasa omputeh nya known as Eurasian Tree Sparrow, but then it is endemic to Borneo. Meaning burung pipit kaler cokelet kita ya ada kat Borneo jak. Kat Genting or KL Tower sekda okay. Dah ngelakar hal wildlife tok harus ku nyelepat. Ada cgek cerrr tek, melibatkan dirik secara sik langsung, sik tauk lah what shud i react, mok happy kah mok down. Lak lah kita cerrr k).

Yah, alu melelat. Continue jak kita cerr hal bff i tok, Miranda Kerr tok okay. Kacc sik? Harus lerr nak.

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Recently, somewhere 2 weeks ago, she was given birth to a baby boy, Flynn namanya. Miranda and Orlando Bloom's dengan happy nya dah nyambut their bundle of joy on 6th January at Los Angeles. Dikhabarkan after baby ya selamat lahir terus Orlando tek pegi club, partay partay minum beer and tequila shots, sambil ngambor-ngambor duit belanja orang cya. Kotan happiness lah katenyerrr tek. Mun bulak Google, bulak juak lah Noa yang Vain :) niepongan hihi..

[We are so happy and are enjoying our time together as a family.(Flynn) is our little ray of sunshine.]

So, this is Miranda nursing her baby Flynn, yang lahir dengan berat 9 lbs 12 ounces. Besar lah ya nak? Berapa kilo lah oh, part system metric tok i nang fail, tauk makey kilo and gram jak. Gone are the days kita makey kati makey pound tok eh. Nang kaccc and matopp mena lah upa nya nursing her baby kan. Glowy gittew. Ada juak i baca ada orput komen pic tok madah gitok, "ney ada glow natural kat muka Miranda ya, cek kitak orang jarik nya.. gik ada kesan Benefit Rose Tint lekak dipuluk nya tek.." Then ada gik cgek komen gitok, "aieee..harus kah nya ngeso tetek nya tengah berik baby ya nyusu, bagus nya ngeso muka anak nya.." Haha, sik uols sentap maca komen gya, i fikir kita urang Serawak juak penginggar,cek2 cdak Aussie sama juak penginggar. Tapi i rasa cdak ya jelesss sebenarnya. Coba mun cdak nanggar Miranda pose dengan muka berkasey, berpilis minum aek irup, san juak nyawa cdak. Mesti komen gitok gik, "ampeyyy juak Miranda tok, tauk nak ada photoshoot, eboh lah meherr gya glak". Gerenti uols.

Ok, last but not least, gambar Miranda time nya gik prego dolok. She showed her baby bumps and rocked Alan Perry maternity dress, on Vogue cover.

Sekali lagik, kaccc nak? Yalah or kac makey baju prego dari kedai Hari-Hari pun kaccc. Sik ku medo koh.. Btw, if happen any of my reader bump into Miranda nursing her baby somewhere around LA, tell her Noa yang Vain say Hi! Almaklum la, menurut Nuffnang, ada juak reader noalicious.blogspot.com tok dari US, UK, CANADA and ISRAEL....(errkkk, sik ku bul koh).

Hmm..that's it lah for my entry now. Publishing quality sik lah sebagus and fancy kedak makey Blogger, coz i makey Bloggerdroid jer, via my HTC. InshaAllah ada rejeki, mok juak berisik another android. Hehe ;)

Toodles!

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.sekolah saya.

2011-01-12T22:13:00.001+08:00

Yahhhh..ada kedak tajuk karangan Bahasa Malaysia tahun 4 yang diajar Cikgu Noa yang vain ya sik? Ada lah nak, tapi Cikgu Noa tok sik lah makey nama vain glak kat skool, harusssler menggunakan alter ego nya, Puan Dayang time ngajar. Baruklah suci dan murni and ala2 guru sebenar guru gittew :)

Untuk dijadikan cerita, di hari Jumaat yang mulia pada minggu pertama at skool, masuklah Puan Dayang ke dalam kelas Tahun 4. So gik awal pagi but last skooling day of the week, Puan Dayang decided to polah activity lite-lite jer..which is pemulihan n pengayaan lah. Limak orang murid Puan Dayang yang pandey membaca diberik la latihan penulisan yang lite-lite jer sekadar membuat karangan memperkenalkan diri. Warming up katenyerr. Manakala SEPULUH ORANG MURID TAHUN EMPAT YANG BELUM PANDEY MEMBACA under Puan Dayang tok diberiklah buku bacaan Bacepat nama buku ya tek pakey nemiak practice mengeja dan membaca. Mun kita belajar Muqaddam, buku tok ala2 buku Iqra' lah ada level dari senang ke susah.

Okay, 5 budak hitam yang polah penulisan sik da prob. Part 10 budak hitam yang baruk nak mengeja tok nang menguji kesabaran, rasa nak nangis ada juak mun dah ngenang ABC pun lom hafal, nulis A pun gik terbalit. Adoii :'(

Disuruh lah Puan Dayang tok sorang nemiak membunyikan ejaan. Kedak tok miak ya sound what she spelled:

au (bunyinya) au..
bau (bunyinya) bau..
cau (bunyinya) cu..
dau (bunyinya) dau..
*berbunyilah Puan Dayang ya tek, kenak dieja semuanya bunyi au au au, tapi part 'cau' ya jadi 'cu'. Disuruh ulang 5x lagik juak bunyi nya 'cu'. Alu tinggi lah sora Puan Dayang tok tek negor nemiak ya. Nemiak ya cerik ditegor alu lah mulut nya terkumat kamit ngojek cikgu. Ditangga gik oleh Puan Dayang, alu datang antu lah, apa lagik. Terus Puan Dayang cuit daguk miak ya, ngereps terus :

Awak tok selagik awak sik belajar dengan ikhlas, sik bukak hati awak dengan ajaran dan teguran cikgu awak, selagik ya benda dibelajar awak sik masok ke otak. Mun gya sampey bila-bila lah awak sik pandey baca. Tapi, mun awak rasa awak sik maok belajar, saya nikam awak ke tanah dibah nun!!*

Yah, manas sik statement Puan Dayang? Alu nak bertikam ke tanah nak, ya upa kita badan gak besar miak Tahun 6, ada hati juak nak nikam ke dibah. Haih, mena juak bah, dah la nak dibelajar sik masok ke otak, ada hati nak ngojek cikgu, ney dak cikgu mohar.

Mun Puan Dayang mbak rotan panjang encuit kedak cikgu lam gambar ya kah, ada juak rotan ya explore lub id nemiak.

Then masuk gik Puan Dayang dalam Year 1, disuruh lah nemiak ngeluar buku teks English,tiba-tiba angkat tangan lah seorang nemiak.

"Teacher, saya sik bawak buku teks ritok".."kenak awak sik bawak?".."mama saya sik suruh, nya nak baca"..okay, bersabar jak lah Puan Dayang atas alasan nemiak ya.

Meronda-ronda gik Puan Dayang dalam kelas ya ngecheck kerja umah miak, ditemu lah miak yang ibarat nya seminggu pun sik dapat nak nyiap mewarna gambar ayam dan kambing dalam cgek kebun. Ditanyak lagik oleh Puan Dayang, "Yasser, kenak kerja umah awak sik pandey siap-siap?".."nenek saya sik maok polah cikgu"..
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Adoi :'( nak mohar lagik cikgu nengar alasan cdak tok. Tapi this time cikgu sik mok mohar n datang antu duak tiga kali dalam sehari, mbak bersabar jak lah.....

.......apatah lagik suami cikgu tercinta nak datang petang ya, so sik boleh marah-marah lagik, takut sik kaccccc koh. Sikku maok ;)

P/s: murid-murid, biarpun kitak orang gik ngarut baca alphabet, cikgu tetap berusaha nak nyuroh kitak orang pandey. Sak sik merinsak glak idup dan berubah masa depan kitak orang.

'A' for buah apple (should be apple)
'B' for beruang (should be bear)
'C' for kereta (should be car)
* aok, kedak ya lah bunyi kitak ngarut! Sukkkkkk juak cikgu nengar koh..

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.school's opening.

2011-01-01T15:56:00.000+08:00

Ola pupils! It's a new year, new school term. And PUAN nOa yang vain will teach:

Science Year 1, 2 and 3
English Language Year 1
Bahasa Malaysia Year 4
Kajian Tempatan Year 4

Summed up, I will have 30 periods of teaching in a week for this new term. It's an average amount of period a teacher will have, and BESIDES, PUAN nOa yang vain will also responsible to be:

Guru Data
In-charge for Skim Pinjaman Buku Teks
Guru Kelas Tahun 1
Guru Persatuan Pengakap
and the list goes on :)

Nevertheless, I wish to be a kind charming teacher to my pupils, like Miss Barbie below...

[ teacher yang anggun :)]

and hopefully no pupils will make me becoming like this:

[ teacher yang ter'bak-bak' :| ]

and hopefully my fellow teacher and me will be...

[ teacher yang hevvat :) ]

InshaAllah.

Untukmu :)

2010-12-27T17:52:00.000+08:00

Hye beautiful peoples :) Bersiaran secara langsung dengan lagu nostalgia gitu. Sure kalau u guys lahir circa late 70's and early 80's memang gerenti kenal lagu ni.

Untukmu by Feminin.

Very catchy haih their breakthrough song :) Tarian yang paling vogue le time tu.I loike.

Hmm, why oh why do I post this song? Saje-saje jer, coz haritu hubby and me balik Sarikei, tak pasang radio and cd pun on the way, nyanyi-nyanyi sendiri jer dalam kereta. From lagu otai-otai rock till lagu-lagu rap macam ni. Seronok eh, but kalau audition Jangan Lupa Lirik, gerenti gagal hehe. Maybe sampai tahap Aznil pun boleh resign tak sanggup dengar weols nyanyi.

And one more thing, cuti sekolah is ending soon. And no more bersama hubby night and day. Oh sedih. I bet malam-malam mesti akan feeling ala lagu Untukmu ni before tido. Baik hafal lyric cepat.

Haha, tu jer. Chalow betey!

.beauty crave: B'white

2010-12-24T12:00:00.001+08:00

Ola beautiful people. My vain hormon is creeping up all over my body and here it is, another entry about beauty crave. It is another pink item (food) that I bought recently. It's my precious :)

[ B'White ]

What exactly is B'White? Oh, of course when you came to oh my nOa, it is a beauty product (food) that always on my list. Ianya product macam Cocoa Collagen or Soy Collagen (link), and of course contains collagen yang promising the consumer on beautiful and fair skin. B'white ni sachetnya small jer, berperisa oren yang tak perlu bancuh-bancuh, just tuangkan dalam mulut everyday before you breakfast.

Upon purchasing this item 7 days ago, of course I showed it off to anyone at home. That particular afternoon, the victim is my sista soul. And she immediately say, "U nak putih camne gik?". Oh hihi :) Typical comment when someone saw me buying product yang melibatkan whitening, waima memakai payung kat campus sekalipun time college days, or applying sunblock time keja forestry dulu or even time "berbadak" (Bruneian slang for berbedak) before wedding day I. Hmm, I nak putih yang glow-glow ala fairy yang orang tengok pun silau. Leh x?

Oh okay, back to the topic. ~~Asyik-asyik ter'vain'kan diri jer.~~ Katenyerr, B'White is the safest alternative for facelift-kak-anita-gitu. :) Haha, seriously. Its promise on the skin: memberi perbezaan agar kulit terasa lebih lembut, licin and gebu. Me want it too!

Apart from that, B'White dikatakan berkesan untuk menangani:

1. proses penuaan kulit

2. kedutan pada kulit

3. sakit pinggang

4. masalah jerawat dan parut jerawat

5. vena variskos

6. rekahan kulit

7. rheumatoid artritis

(see? semua gejala-gejala or tu? u want? oh no no no)

Tau pun tak nak kan? So i guess ni yang kita nak apabila consume B'White:

1. Menambah keanjalan dan ketegangan kulit (boing-boing effect, kata dak Japanese)
2. Melancarkan pengaliran darah di bawah lapisan kulit (menyumbang ke arah glow and pinky-pinky on your skin)

3. Menguatkan otot ( tiada yang menggeleber)

4. Menguatkan tulang (agar tidak terpeleot menari macam iklan Anlene)

5. Melawan multiple sclerosis dengan membina semula lapisan protein pada saraf

6. Membantu proses terapi hormone kepada wanita yang mengalami menopause (menangani gejala MILF bagi makcik-makcik yang bajet hot, wannabe sangat tak hengat dunia, ada faham?)

And personally for me, after consuming B'White about 7 days, rasanya kulit moist, tiada sebum yang berlebihan, cyclic acne akibat hormon-hormon yang kejam pun dah turun. Alhamdulillah. And one more yang I notice, eyebag yang degil kat bawah mata pun dah reduce jugak. InshaAllah, akan bertambah cantek, sihat dan vain lepas ni :) *yohhh, perasan! inggar ngan dirik eh.

p/s: Product ini datang dengan warning.

1. Harganya up lagi dari collagen yang i pernah consume before: RM 48 for 14 sachets x 3g (OMG! 3 gram jer?)

2. Kena upkan amount air masak yang diminum or else you akan rasa nak demam coz panas dalaman. Healing conflict katenyerrr.

Nak wajah facelift-ala-kak-nita tak? Try lah B'White!

.saya suka western food.

2010-12-23T18:04:00.000+08:00

Title di atas sila sebut dengan slang dan lidah berbelit-belit okay :) Oh like totally, memang I suka sangat western food. It's like a must try for me, anywhere I go to diner yang mahal ka yang murr ka, tak kesah. Coz I curious nak rasa, mana tahu kalau sedap boleh ler tempat tu jadi favourite spot untuk dating :) I am skinny girl with big appetite, fyi :)

Okay, let's see the pics. Happy drooling people.

[ chicken chop at Emillie's Cafe, Kuching. Yummy, but the portion is kinda small, or err.. it's me yang kuat makan? :) ]

[ sirloin steak at Sinar Serapi Eco Theme Park, Kuching. Tasted bland, and super liat. Lengoh mengunyah. And i-can-cook-better-than-this :) ]

[ lamb chop at Sinar Serapi Eco Theme Park. Generous portion, but komen-komen lain sama di atas :) ]

[ chicken chop at D'Pondok, Kuching. Hmm, if the chicken is skinless, maybe akan lebih sedap and eatable :) ]

[ lamb chop at Upperstar, KK. Oh I miss makan-makan at Upperstar. Ambience nya cozy, food yang sedap and harga yang murr sahaja. ]

[ taco foldover at Upperstar, KK. Sedap jugak :) ]

[ caesar salad at Upperstar, KK. Sedap and very sedap :) Mak sukerrr! ]

tapi, this one

is exceptionally sedap.

My favorito of all :')

Hmm, nak lagi nak lagi!

[ grilled chicken at Upperstar KK. Sedap sangat. If you pegi makan-makan kat Upperstar, this is a MUST TRY! Forget all the burgers kat Burger King sebelah Upperstar tu, just drag your ass to Upperstar. Takkan menyesal okay :) ]

.beauty crave: Skin 79 Hot Pink Triple Function BB Cream

2010-12-23T15:13:00.000+08:00

Hye ladies :) Meet the new beauty item on my shelf..

[ Skin 79 Hot Pink Triple Function BB Cream ]

Oh well, I'm such a sucker for BB Cream, as much as other ladies in Japan, Korea, Taiwan and other oriental countries in the world. For what reason? Personally, I think that BB cream is a high-end type for foundation, which simplify our routine make-up, as well as eliminating other products that we need to look presentable :)

Usually, BB creams are highly moisturizing, work as concealer for skin problems (and treating them too, thanks for plants extracts), armed with SPF, have whitening effect on skin, acne fighting properties and wrinkle improvement. It is a nirvana of skin care that we crave for ladies!

Furthermore, BB cream is a must use product among Korean and Japanese artiste, as well as Taiwan, China, Hong Kong and Singaporean artiste. Switching on the tube, do you notice how beautiful and flawless their make up look like? Oh my nOa, me want it too.

[ Pretty pretty Song Hye Kyo ]

.massive distraction.

2010-12-19T22:24:00.000+08:00

I actually nak update blog, but terganggu jap sibuk tengok gosip artis. Oh apakah. Online ni I busy google for Marion Counter's wedding, and also Sarawak CM's wedding to 30's Lebanese former flight attendant. Oh so distracting!

Googling on Marion's lead me to only few pics. Hope E! will air their wedding reception ASAP.

[ Marion in her aqad nikah dress, beautiful :) ]

But googling on images for CM Taib's wedding bring no avail, except for muka dia jer. Teringin juga nak tengok how the Lebanese bride looks like, but when I typed on on the search engine for Lebanese flight attendant pun, muka Taib jugak yang appear first.

Aiyakk! So tidak funky okay.

[ See? I told ya! ]

Okay lah, another distraction is on air now. Twilight New Moon, hihi.

[ Yummeh! ]

Time to go :) InshaAllah tomorrow I will continue to blog again. Finger crossed.

Toodles.

.oh my hanis zalikha.

2010-12-17T15:12:00.001+08:00

Oh my Hanis! I admire you sangat-sangat. You are the type yang buat everything so perfect yet effortlessly. Betul eh, you are effortlessly beautiful, esp. your hair. Suka :) Cantek banget. That day, my cuzzy lahirkan baby girl, rambut baby dia cantek, Pob style ala-ala Victoria Beckham. Hmm, tapi kalau i, i nak baby girl i hairstyle ala Hanis :) Boleh?

[ Ini Pob hair ala VB yang baby girl tu. ]

[ Tapi i nak baby girl i hairstyle macam u :) ]

Tengok, cantek n effortless sangatlah you ni. Then, last week I layan Youtube, tengok Victoria Secret Fashion Show for 2011. Teruja lagi, coz tengok Rosie Huntington-Whiteley catwalk on runway, she looks like you, tapi in a way you're Malay, menjadikan you very cantek if compared to her :) I asyik-asyik cakap kat my hubby, pointed excitedly on the screen suruh dia tengok Rosie, kat vclip tu either macam Hanis ke tak. But pls know, you are way prettier than her.

[ Rosie Huntington-Whiteley, pretty ]

[ Hanis Zalikha, prettier! ]

Another thing, I guess banyak readers you like you sebab you tak lokek bagi tips berguna kat weols. Ingat tak on how you give tips nak buat rambut cantek melalui hair bun, then u review tentang shampoo Dove or any other products. Suka sangat okay. Apa-apa jer yang you preview I memang try, hihi :)

Furthermore when you cover on figure watcher, terus I semangat2 jadikan skinny jeans I as my figure watcher. Though now sad to say kalau I nak zip up my 24" skinnies tu jadikan I layak untuk iklan Kellog's K, ouch :(

Then, after baca you cover tentang kebaikan ikan as source for Omega 3 yang baik untuk otak tu pun buat I terpengaruh. At least sekarang I sudi dah membeli keropok lekor or makan keropok berperisa ikan sebab you pun buat camtu. Oh you are so influential bcz I memang tak suka ikan :)

And you terel sangat in your study, I pun kagum gak though I dah kerja sekarang. Guess anak-anak muda luar sana harus lebih banyak ikut jejak langkah you, funky but tak lupa pelajaran :) I cikgu tau, so cikgu memang suka kat budak pandai, sebab selalunya budak pandai and dapat score sebab dia study, hihi. Betul tak?

Other than that, I pun suka tengok you yang for me pandai berdikari n pandai jaga adik-adik. Nanti I ada kids pun I nak ajar them supaya berdikari, tak nak la jadi brat kan. I nak mereka matang macam you, tak susahkan ibubapa coz pandai jaga diri. (okay now I sound like a mama, haha).

K lah,dah panjang sangat dah entry ni. So HZ, I wish you all the best in your life. Harap you stay as what we knew you through your belog, jaga diri baik-baik. Taknak lah one day tengok Hanis masuk belog gossip ntahpapantah macam kids now, yang upload pix rating tinggi tak senonoh okay, sebagai bukti perangai tak senonoh. Cz weols suka Hanis yang clean sekarang.

That's it gorgeous. Love you! :)

p/s. Photo credit goes to Google image and Facebook Hanis Zalikha :)

.fruit salad yang vain.

2010-12-16T12:56:00.001+08:00

In conjunction of my effort to detoxify, the other night i've made a big bowl of fruit salad for dinner.

VOILA!! Presenting fruit salad yang vain, obviously named after nOa yang vain, hihi.

The salad was very yummylicious, as hubby and me enjoyed it very much while playing online games.

Furthermore, it was easy peasy to make, cheap ingredients but full of goodness from fruits. It's loaded with vitamins and fibres for sure :) Presentation wise, the fruits salad are colourful and irresistible, made it a very suitable dessert for your banquet or dinner.

Here are some easy peasy steps on how to make this fruit salad yang vain.*buat dengan vain okay ;)

A green apple, a red apple, two plums (stoned and chopped in dices)

Few scoops of cocktail fruit with nata de coco (drained from the heavy syrup)

Few squirts fruit salad dressing (i used Lady's Choice)

Mix together in large bowl, and it's ready to be served.

P/s. For chill effect, place the bowl of fruit salad in fridge for 30 mins, cling-wrapped at the top

For better presentation, you can sprinkle the salad with poppy seeds, black sesames or even sunflower seeds. Yummeh:)

Fyi, the fruits can be varied with watermelon, canteloupe, clementine...or even red cherries and strawberries. Yummeh yummeh!

So, why don't you try to make yours?

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.health and beauty issue.

2010-12-14T17:46:00.000+08:00

Suddenly i feel the urge to do some detox for my body. OK, since the wedding reception at my home was over, my beauty regimes pun over juak. Coz stock yang dibeli cun-cun jak nang sampey hari reception. Boleh? hihi..

So these are stuffs yang menjadi amalan 2 months before wedding tek. Berabis eh berbeli cdak tok kotan nak kaccc alu sik shoppink sejak gaji pertama :')

[ Innershine prune essence. Very suka ok, cz it taste good n shows immediate effect, and purple some more. It says: goodbye to dull complexion, sallow and lifeless skin. Welcome instead, radiance and beauty from within. To know more, click here. ]

[ Innershine quince essence. This one helps to boost more energy,and i find it very useful for the final week's preparation of the wedding. Memang energetic ala-ala rabbit energizer lah after consumed it. Read here for more info. ]

[ Soy collagen, yang menjanjikan kulit putih gebu lagi cantik. Tetapi, it needs constant intake if you want the best result. If not, janji tinggal janji lah. Enough said hihi. Testimonial from other users boleh la uols carik kat Google. Easy peasy :) ]

[ Cocoa collagen, yang janji manisnya lebih kurang macam produk di atas. Tapi, sebab i loba, harus consume both brands :) ]

[ Pearl Complex from Cosway. Supposed to improve the quality of skin health. Okay this one belum abis consumed. ]

Pagi tadik, bangun-bangun after tidor 2nd round; terus cek fb via Android and sentapp jak mak uols. Apa tek Hubby post invitation for majlis reception kat Sarikei, then nengok cermin alu rasa x kacc glak. Alu mek down susah ati cket. Haruslerr ngansa lagik today.

Harus ler i kamboh ke dapor, carik if ada anything that can help me detox a.s.a.p. So, Alhamdulillah terjumpa lah Clenx Tea. Steeped it in boiling water then terus minum.

[ Duhal tek Mila AF ya duta Clenx Tea tok. And obviously nya minum tok bukan for weight loss purpose lah. Mesti just nak maintain-maintain sihat jer, mun nya nak kurus juak x lah tauk gik koh. According to the website, khasiat detox tea tok are:

Reduces body weight and maintains an ideal body shape (I want the latter..)

Stimulates peristaltic bowel movement to remove excessive toxins, fat and cholesterol (Want this too :D )

Relieves constipation, flatulence and bloated tummy (Hmm..xda prob tok :D )

Improves the functions of detoxification organs (Ok, I want! )

Strengthens immunity (Nak juger..)

Improves face complexion (Badly wants this!)

Promotes radiant beauty and health from within (Haruss!) ]

Terus lebih bersemangat untuk detox. Google-google lagik, terus terjumpa link tok. It was about face reading, on how acne yang ada kat your face indicates something else prob with your vital organ. Scary juak lah if kita sik jaga kesihatan nak.

[ The indicator, so take notes people :) ]

Then baca-baca again about how your facial features explain your health prob, lagik lah scary. Alu serba salah. It's like nya madah apa reti oily t-zone, enlarged pores, eye bags, dark circles, pale lips, rambut kembang, bulu mansu tebal pun tanda sik sihat. Aihh giney lah oh? Baca gak sitok.

Okay, rasa psyched kejap. Hehe. Terus gtalk ngan hubby, ngansarina madah nak makan sihat-sihat tonight. Nak makan chicken herbal soup and salad jak lah malam tok konon. Maka jak duak tiga malam tok makan chicken chop lah, pizza lah, ice cream yang nyem-nyem lah, baruk ko tauk.. Oh sudehhh :(

But it is never too late people. Harus bersemangat lagik after this. Mok x kaccc tek?

.die dead. :) okay, the title is so not relevant with the entry.

2010-12-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

Hiya people :) Here's another sharing for uols.

First, let us reminisce a quote from the movie Bridewars.

[ A wedding marks the first day of the rest of your life. You have been dead until now. Were you aware of that? You're dead right now. ]

See? We've been 'dead' before.

Hihi, and thanks God for sending us a Prince Charming that kissed us wake up from the 'dead time' and now we're alive.

I'm alive!!

And in this entry, I'd like to share some pics during our 'dead time'.

Our pre wedding pics.

A very sempoi session with hubby, and done with my sista soul and her hubby :) No wedding dress as planned before, due to appointment with the 'rina-rina' yang asyik-asyik terbatal.

Darn :( ~~tapi okielah, dapat save budget~~ :)

[ He's the best i ever had :) ]

[ Wifey yang such a ngansarina, with her loving and manjak hubby :) ]

[ We got the vision of love. ]

[ I've never thought, I was capable of loving someone the way I love you. ]

[ Always have, always will. ]

[ M.F.E.O. ]

[ This shot is a hit among kids. Everyone (kids) praises the pose, for sure it was contributed by the LOLLIPOP as the prop. ]

[ It's my fave of all :) ]

[ Your truly, Noa yang vain. Macam gem cket eh? ]

P/s: Dear hubby, i wanted to congratulate you, you lasted this long,

you deserve a toast.

"Here's to the only man that's ever been strong enough to be able to handle all of me, good times & bad, so he deserves every piece of me, at my very best."

.ada difference okie.

2010-12-10T12:21:00.001+08:00

I love to read, gimme anything to read, i will read it..except for INSTRUCTIONS :)

And while reading, I've came across few mistakes that sometime me and you commit while writing,

or even blogging.

The word is Bear.

[ Okay, saya haiwan yang bernama Bear ]

But, the confusion of the day are:

BEAR WITH ME

and

BARE WITH ME

Similar sounds right, but way different meaning.

BEAR WITH ME is a standard expression, a request for forbearance or patience.

Contohnya, mun u takut orang x tahan u ngansarina gilak, so just padah "Bear with me".

Situation 1:

Wifey: Sayang, mek nak beli handbag baru. Pi Spreng kita, mek nak carik bag MNG,

kaler papel ada ropol pinky-pinky and berbulu-bulu ala yang salu tas palak Lady Gaga.

Mun lom nemu jangan balit kita. So bear with me!

Hubby: Aok lah sayang. Lak lah abang ngibey anak kita. Kitak carik jak cya.

[ Sik dapat diibey gik anak, berembak dah kotan lamak gilak. ]

Then, BARE WITH ME: it would be an invitation to undress.

Means mengajak seseorang berbojel-bojelan.

Mun salah orang diajak, lalu jadi sik senonoh :P

Situation 2:

Hubby: Aihh, nemu juak kitak handbag ya tek.

Yalah rupa handbag nak nyuroh kitak ngansarina glak tek sayang?

Wifey: Aok sayang, kac sik handbag baru mek?

Hubby: Kacc skals. Juh la balit umah, bare with me lagik.

[ Sekadar gambar hiasan :) ]

Using the phrases at the right situations macam di atas memang lah bagus.

But what if mun kita salah pakey, it will creates unintentionally amusing ajakan :) geddit right?

Apatah lagik if u publish it on your blog yang reader ribu-riban sampey 20k sebulan (contoh lah).

Hmm, malu okay.

Okay that's it, sekadar berkongsi something.

.the girl.

2010-12-10T09:32:00.000+08:00

Okie, entri dimukadimahkan dengan our pre wedding teaser.

Bear with me peeps :) Noa memang vain.

Bak kata Oon, "boleh ko loba, tapi pastikan ko kachak." Ok, cantek kerr?

But this entry is not about u cantek or not okie.

I just wanna share one hit, a song originally performed by City and Colour.

A quite slow number, but kita muda-mudi tok better hear the cover version.

Nice song, nice lyric, lovey-dovey gittew.

Gittew? <-- Gedik okie spelling kedak tok.

Mencikku.

Nice rite? Suka :)

The Girl lyric

I wish I could do better by you,
Cause its what you deserve.
You sacrifice so much of your whole life,
In order for this to work.

While I'm off chasing my own dreams,
Sailing around the world,
Please know that I'm yours to keep,
My beautiful girl.

When you cry a piece of my heart dies,
Knowing that I may have been the cause,
If you were to leave, fulfil someone else's dreams,
I think I might totally be lost.

You don't ask for no diamond rings,
No delicate string of pearls,
That's why I wrote this song to sing,
My beautiful girl.

.malaysian version of edward & bella :) ok perasan.

2010-12-09T15:39:00.000+08:00

Hye peeps. At first i thought to publish an entry about our wedding reception. But all the pictures were left in Hubby's lappy. So, i only show you what i got lah. Boleh? Boleh lerr okie :)

The outdoor photoshoot was an impromptu plan actually. After bersanding, i came down from the dais, straight to the guests' canopy to poret-poret with my BFFs (in IPG) that were coming all over Sarawak for my wedding. So, xkan nak biar BFF jer yang poret sambil makan the lauk-pauk. Harus join okie :))

Bukak my 'Cinderella' heels, terus sarung sandal Bata siapa ntah, then chat2 with the girls.

Then my cuzzy came, told me that we will have some photoshoot around the hometown. Ok set!

Here are some pics from the shoot :)

We had 3 talented shooters with us that afternoon-The Nikon's Angels :)

At Venue 1:

[ Edward & Bella @ Forks wood :Malaysian version. Boleh?

Guess if the saga was shooted at our hometown, this place is guaranteed as their spot, hihi.]

[ the warrior and the princess ]

[ Rendahnya kami compared to the tall tall trees. Shady! ]

[ Up up and away! Hubby managed to lift me, my new weight :) ]

[ The V's cuzzies, they are a bunch of cool cuzzies. Note my sista soul with the pink superpink fan! ]

[ L.O.V.E ]

[ Us! ]

At Venue 2:

[ oh you're peeping :) ]

[ i can't believe we're shooting at this scary scary fort. ]

[ see? some of the very natural props we used that day. ]

[ 1 vs. 2,3,4,5,6 :) ]

[ let's talk about love, cinta ]

[look at my earring, it was hell of heavy jewellery, u know. but undebiably beautiful piece.

like we always know, beauty through pains, ladies. ]

[ candid :) ]

At Venue 3:

[ it was fun terkayo-kayo tengah pasar makey crown okie :) ]

[ back to circa 60's. more props at behind hihi ]

[ waiting for the green light!! ]

Okie, that's it. the photoshoot was fun while it lasted, but i sought the happyness throughout our life.

A wedding is only a day, but a marriage is eternal :)

.merry marry me.

2010-12-08T14:32:00.000+08:00

Oh my super webby blog. I've been so busy for months and finally...

Kawen sudah :))

[ Look.. i ditched the boring white baju kurung for aqad :)

The hijab was bought by sista soul from www.radiusite.com (it's a Zahraa), the wedding dress was jubah style, cream satin layered with silver-colored lace and pink satin belt, and the petticoat was made in glittery pink kain kasa. And my superprecious veil was knee length, custom made by mom. Love u mom :) It was seriously adorable. ]

[ The newly wed us :) ]

[ On cloud nine.. us on our 'Ever After Dais'..

The custom dais was DIY by the family production team: hubby and me, sista soul and her hubby, my bro and her wifey :) Glad that it turned out beautifully, though u know di sebalik tabir work was very chaotic and tiring. Kudos to the team :) ]

[ The wedding Cinderella left hers on the chandelier.. Nice shot shooters! ]

[ Our very simple deco for the haven, it was just something that we wanted to maintained throughout the time. Notice the hanging pics deco? Nice rite? ]

Okie, that's it.

Hopefully in no time i can update about our:

Reception @ Sri Aman
Outdoor photoshoot
Pre-wedding pics

noa tetap vain.

2010-07-15T12:02:00.001+08:00

good day people. OMG my blog was very rusty and dusty as i logged on this morning. i gave a thought and putted some thinking mode on and memandangkan i have like all the time in the world to waste, i had revamped the look. Ok so how is it? Now you see, my template had a very romantic mode on, got the wedding bands, petals of rose, a honeymoon-at-the beach picca and love on coffee? aren't they nice and very me at the moment?

look like i am anticipating something meaningful eh? OMG!

yours lovely,

TTYL & xoxo (:

noalicious

2009-12-27T22:11:00.001+08:00

"Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you.I'd been broken beyond repair." -- Bella

..not only to Bella, it happened to me as well! hmm..

.a thought..

2009-12-27T22:07:00.001+08:00

One of the hardest thing in life is watching someone you love, loves someone else.

..huhu!..

2009-12-25T15:20:00.002+08:00

after 5 years, maybe i still not good enough for you, i can't fit you in anyways, i can't bow to any of your needs and maybe when you being with me, it makes you unhappy.. i wish i knew earlier, i wish i can retreat..

maybe we were meant to say goodbye, maybe i'll be better off WITHOUT YOU..
[i wish i can cry out loud now!]

Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss
then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so,
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone

You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone

You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

..Aidiflitri..

2009-09-23T23:42:00.005+08:00

salam aidilfitri to ol my friends..di kesempatan ini, nOa yang vain (refer to attached images above) would like to minta maaf, zahir dan batin to ol silap dan salah sepanjang pergaulan noa wif anda, kawan2 saya sekalian..walaupun nOa is vain, but i m imperfect..i might had hurt ol of ya sexually (oh no..not ever!), physically (unlikely..), mentally (sometime, ouch!) and emotionally (definitely maybe..) so diharap maafkan nOa atas kekhilafan ini..

p/s: to my beloved rasheed..cinta, i love u..maafkan baby for ol the burden i endlessly caused u, and the selfishness and those intentional misunderstanding..i cinta u, n i can't help myself not to trouble u..but u know, deep inside i always believe that u deserve someone better..and i wanna be better..mmwaahhhxxx!

H1N1 alert, saya sendiri takoot~

2009-07-29T17:38:00.004+08:00

after our weekly assembly today, we r plainly sentap knowing one of the senior was positively diagnosed with H1N1. oh saya apa lagik, i am a self-proclaimed health freak n hearing this breaking news, i tetiba feeling as if my body temperature is rising up to 40 degree C. sentapp okay.. though the casualty dah balik umah, but we are afraid if any one of us yang silently caught upp wif the influenza..it's like once the disease was first started at Mexico, i was scared but only maybe 1%. but today mcm up to 100% dah.. going for health screening tadik, saya sik malu lagik, pake jak face mask..a sky blue in color one (tsk tsk it doesn't match wif my shawl =( )

oh boleh la.. some people say the blue part of the mask should be the inner one, but saya sembat jak pakey it kat luar..x x besh la if we dun display th colored one kan..hehe..tok pun saya kuar ke dewan mbak muka plain, cz if i use the make pun still x nampak..so hopefully my eyes do the job, jadi aset terpenting this afternoon.

and i got a white-colored mask and a green one..so hopefully i will match them with my outfit tomorrows..if ada pinQ in color mask kan lagik besh..hmm..

..i am fasting..

2009-07-04T20:25:00.006+08:00

yup, saya fasting, berpuasa

dari shoppinK okay, huhu~

but i'd like to say it is just my sacrifice, new career on training for a year is NOT something easy to get through.. i live on allowance only, and will be for a year.. with shopaholic like me (an acute one), this is a HUGE sacrifice for me..i can't withdraw my last wages as it had been used to compensate the previous company as i resigned on only 2-weeks notice..hutang saya sudah keliling pinggang, luckily mine is only 24-inches..i have to eat whatever it is provided, wearing worn out clothes and shoes, no new make up.. huhu, beggars cannot be choosers! that's it..(by the way, dat's just a cliche! hehe, a grrl like me is always armed with sufficient clothes, shoes and make up, no worry babes!)..i have to be really positive about this, for the sake of better future..

however, life as student is so greattttt (minus the long hours of lectures, co-curricular in the afternoon and the ridiculous dress code, hmm~ guess it wasn't great after all)..but i can say most of the people are greattttt! as the institute was only like 200 km from my parents' crib, i can go bak whenever i am free on weekend, dat's the plus point..mom is happy when i am home, treating me with food after food at home, saya suka! i am not fasting from food after all, but only from shoppinK.. hopefully masa cepat2 berlalu, i can't wait to start new career..

so, will update you babes soon with what i really think about this new career, from the alluring eyes of noalicious of course.. i dare not to promise, but i'll try my best! tata~~~

xOxO~

..quickie..

2009-06-30T13:34:00.003+08:00

i'll just post my quickie update now, since i am very uptight wif ma new schedule, new life, new routine..

* i am on leave rite now, n will be resigning from the company w.e.f 3rd July for a reason, and a sacrifice i can say.. luff ya d co. n d grrreat ppl!

* i am joining KPLI at the jiffy, something i never thought i wud ever do, but HERE I AM now. Lady luck had fell on my lap, giving me chance to start anew, am so glad! I juz can say that the career chooses me this time, and i believe this is the best. no regret!

~~wish me lucksssss ppl~~

xOxO

.excusez-moi, i'm on diet.

2009-06-04T17:54:00.002+08:00

Where should I start? Being naturally paranoid (which seem to be partly true about me), and conscious about my health, like always; I have this dilemma. This was particularly at what I put into my mouth, those foods and drinks. Hate me or love me, I am petite + skinny or anything you can call me of. I may eat as much as I want, and going to buffet or any banquet (without adding any grams on my weight) is my specialty, especially with Cinta around. But since lately, I sensed that something wrong within my body, I had become appetite~less and as soon as I finish eating, I became so nauseous that I want to vomit straight away. It sounds so WRONG okay. So I opt to fix this dilemma as soon as possible, armed with various strategies which I should preach to.

Problem statement:
I am petite, at 5 ft 2 I weigh only 43kg on my bad days and occasionally 45kg on good days when I am as happy as sunshine. If I was 6 inches taller at this weight, I maybe hit the runway with other skinny models and should had become the muse of Valentino (hehe, how I wish) and you guys wont be seeing me working here in SFCSB. My body mass index is around 18.1 that make me underweight as at this height I should weigh about 48.6kg. I know~

Caption: Valentino-haute-couture

And FYI, I am NOT anorexic or bulimic or associated with any eating-disorder, thank you.

The perks of being skinny:
I look hot, sizzling and sweaty (overrating myself :) ) on almost anything that had been advertised in fashion magazine, from skinny pants to summer dresses with clinchers and all without hiding the bulge here and there. Other that that, I can horsing on food of whatever it is whenever I want without feeling guilty to put another pound in.

The jerks of being skinny:
I am so missing that well-rounded arse (hehe :) ) that ‘real women’ possesses or being hourglass-figured like Nicole PCD or Salma Hayek. Worst part is, I feel as though I will be blown away by heavy wind or susceptible to broken bones or anything to that extend. (errk..touchwood).

With this, I had signed up with a program that may help me to determine my daily calories intake to help me gain weight. Being at 43kg now, I aimed to weigh for at least 47kg.

After calculation, this is what I assign to:
Date started: 4 June 09 @ 43kg
Goal date: 11 August 09 @ 47kg.
Weight to be gained: 4 kg or +/- 9lbs.
Duration/Target: 9 weeks/ 1 lb per week.

Hmm.. I have to increase my calorie intake up to 2243.1 calories per day if I intend to put on 1 lb per week. Again, how should I start?

24 hours divide by 8 = ??

2009-04-23T12:47:00.003+08:00

In a day, we are only granted with 24 hours. Some of us may have ask for another extra hours in a day, but you know, if you can’t manage this beautiful 24 hours, how can you will cope with extra ones. Saying this, it is not that I am efficient at handling my hours; I kinda love my life when it is impromptu, you know it’s like when sometime you planned to go Window Shopping but you end up buying three dresses ala Serena Van Der Woodsen, Blair Waldorf and Jenny Humprey. Isn’t it a wonderful feeling, impromptu shopping? Haha :) You grrls get it rite? For me, I usually live my day by phase in each day,

**First phase (7 a.m until 5 p.m)
-Usually I bangun tido by 7 a.m (and occasionally 7.45 a.m), get my apple cider and honey shot, bath and such, go to my office by 8 a.m. Office is only one minute away from my home.
-8 a.m: Switched on lappy or office p.c, get connected to check email and social network website
-nescafe time, “news update” with kakak2 poret at office
-kerja and sometime pura-pura bekerja
-lunch hour: some cookies and oatmeal, Facebooking or Skype when Cinta is online, or even online shopping and blog-hopping
-2 p.m: kerja lagi dan “kerja” lagi or the never ending Gossip Girl rerun if I am on weekend shift or sometime even curi-curi to siapkan my 1st part time job
-4 p.m: account closing, planning for tomorrow activity with kakak2 poret, “news update” and penggulungan hujah, hehe and sometime online shopping again and memasang angan-angan what to do with my monthly wardrobe update.
-5 p.m: home sweet home

**Second phase (5 p.m until 11 p.m)
-5 p.m: Slowing down, watch cable TV of whatever showing at this time sambil berbaring-baring on the couch and Kit Kat
-Prepare dinner, selalunya pasta, porridge or rice with chicken and greens. Selalunya akan makan bersungguh-sungguh as this is only my heavy meal of the day. Another apple cider and honey shot, clean up myself
-7 p.m up till 9 p.m: my 2nd part-time job (3 times per week) that earned me to pay 10% of my credit card (ouch~~)
-In between, I managed to catch up with whatsoever on primetime news or Oprah Winfrey Show
-Or even bercinta-cinta with Cinta, via phone with something like this:

Me: Hi baby, pa polah?

Cinta: Mam2..

Me: Maggi again?

Cinta: O yes, kan nak save k kawen. U still want that Vivienne Westwood handbag kan babe, as one of the hantaran? Dat’s y~
Me: :)
Ceh, it’s a cliché semata-mata, I am not that mean okay..
-9 p.m till 10 p.m: Continuing to my 1st part-time job, depends on the deadline either I have to push myself or not. This part time job earning can be used to pay my Astro bill and to buy me monthly supply of collagen drinks and few dresses and tops at a “Gossip Girl Store” as my BFF and me call it.
-10 p.m till 11 p.m: Supper with some crackers and plain hot choc drinks, watch TV, mini facial, EPO pill and other preparation to doze off. Before that, berkata-kata cinta with Cinta..haruss!

**Third phase (11 p.m until 7 p.m)
-A must-have beauty sleep where the most crucial time is from 11 p.m until 1 a.m, when your skin renew itself at this time and the collagen production is at its peak.
-Doze doze doze
-And sometime tersedar with annoying missed calls or whatever message from the phone
-Sweet dream of another shopping or date with Cinta
-7 a.m, my alarm starts to scream lagu Pingu
-Another day is to be lived

So that is my typical working day, I supposed. I have to keep myself positive and happy throughout the day, so I won’t be de-energized by the end of first phase. Cinta dan kecintaan seharusnya 24-hours di dalam hati and any angst and despise is to be keep at minimum or non-existence level, as hatred only makes you look ugly. I believe so, do you?

Keep your BFFs close but keep your “frenemies” closer

2009-04-23T12:37:00.001+08:00

Personally I chose not to have anyone that loathes me, if I could. But since lately, rasanya semacam ada someone had been messing with my life, my personal life to be exact. Let say that someone is a GUY!! Oh please, never in my life, I knew a guy could be so kepoh. My personal life seems to be under microscope since lately, when anything and everything that I have done and am doing is being scrutinized. Sungguh I tidak get it if he necessarily has to know how am I when I was in my college days, or if anyone ever like me or not, or any of my attitude yang had been contributed to my good or bad things in my life. I mean, that was YEARS ago. He needs not to call my lecturers or my course mates, just for the sake to get any information about a famous me especially bad ones. Kan weird, if exactly after someone yang poret (kawan saya J ) informed that this guy had called si anu and anu in my college days interrogating about me, then in mere minutes came someone (i.e my senior time study at uni) called me to ask ridiculous things. Like the answers are supposed to be things-in-front-of-your-effing-eyes, biatch!

It’s been months since I am living life like this. Keangolan itu is very much, but now I am kinda used to it. At first, I cried damn much, seeing that this is how life treats me. But after that, I just came around and started to see that life is not mean after all. It is just how some freak reacts on his plain stupidity and jealousy towards me. However lately, the situation had improved, a little bit towards positivity I can say. This guy had started to talk to me again, heed me like I am already visible to him though no tete-a-tete yet. Thank God, but alas, I still keep my distant. I don’t really know if this someone is a friend or a foe.

Obviously I don’t need any BFF anymore, and maybe he is just some sort of “frenemy”. I only need to keep him closer, to be au fait with his biatchy strategies, in case he will repeat to treat me inhumanely and violating my privacy; sure me myself will stand and end up messing with his life, though apparently he has no life. Lame and pathetic, oopsie~~

hiatus from my blogspot

2009-04-19T14:30:00.002+08:00

i was and am verry buzzzy enjoying my life and my so~called life
so dat's the reason of this long hiatus
no offense!

hum~drum of my tummy

2009-03-10T17:27:00.004+08:00

Uhh.. I am kinda cranky rite now, not yet going back home after a cranky day of working.. Had to stay back due to some matter of the troublesome visitor.. and my stomach now is playing good sound of hum~drum.. i am famished..huhu! I can't wait to be at home, and to cook my favvy:

* NASI GORENG CENDAWAN.

Yay~~ hope I can blog what I've cooked by tomorrow.. hopefully!

P/s: Hunger makes me cranky..

Currently~~

2009-02-28T00:14:00.003+08:00

I am currently attending an Asian Waterbird Census Technique Workshop at Miri
Hmm.. pretty excitind (and) tiring and
Be back soon
Layta~~

A day in KK

2009-02-24T13:20:00.011+08:00

So the planning to fly to KK had became a reality. Kenjetnya, I had chosen 14th February to fly there, for a night only, since it was Saturday, Cinta is free and I was not working on weekend shift and since it was the first weekend that i am able to "evacuate" from the big flood and since it was a V-day. Hehe~~ a pat on my shoulder for being so brainy.. Duhh~

There, all the sweet memories begin! once again.

Shopaholic's haven: 1Borneo

With or without clothes, I always look better than these mannequins.

Oh look at her.

Cinta at YogurBerry, a yummy frozen yoghurt parlour.

Nightlife at KK; Shenanigan's at Hyatt Regency.

Great N'twine's performance.

Noon at Tanjung Aru beach.

Cinta and me.

Togetherness. Saya suka.

At the airport, I was preventing all the tears to pour, tsk tsk.

All the make up had washed off, I was crying while in plane on my way back to Myy.(Agik rasa, sapa nyuruh kenjet ber V-day indah, kan sedih time balit.. hehe~~)

Nevertheless, I had great time at KK with Cinta, walaupun we are limited by times. Shopping was good, the dating was good and everything was great indeed. Hmm, sweet reminiscing of Cinta everytime I looked at these photos. Everyday I cinta Cinta.

Currently listening to Akon-Right Now. ~I wanna make love right now na na~

We still have many choices, in life!

2009-02-24T13:12:00.003+08:00

February nearly ends, but I am still in the mood of Month of Love. Stress had got the best of me at the end of January and early this month. You know why, my workplace (Niah NP, which is unfortunately it is where I live) had been hit by big flood when I was fast asleep in the morning of January 30th. Water from river had risen so fast, in few hours all the stairs outside my home had been “disappeared”, leaving me tenggelam deep in the water until the waist level. So pathetic. All the electricity had been shut down for a week due to safety concern from the authority. Just imagine, I have no mean of transport to evacuate from the area, and have to live on my own with no electricity and such. Ouchhh~ Mcm Paleolitic yang tinggal at Niah Cave 40K years back. Only after 10 days, the water level had lowered, finally my life had been back to normal, BUT with mud all over the places (outside my home, the office etc).

Aftermath of the big flood had made me became very eager to have good time I longed. Some options had popped in my mind;
1. Have flight ticket booked for Mom/Dad to come over (but I have no car here, so it will become a problem for jalan-jalan)
2. Going back to Kch (but it is not Ika’s birthday party yet, means it is not a right timing to do so)
3. Fly to KK to be with Cinta (since Cinta is busy at KK, he won’t have much time for me, tsk tsk!)

Some calculations had been made, after ditimbang kiri and kanan, Mom/Dad can’t make it to Myy due to some problem though I had booked the ticket for them. And going back to Kch means I need to apply leaves which I am had banned to do so had left me with no more choice. Means I should packed myself into blue box with silver ribbon on it to be airmailed to Cinta at KK, even for 1 day only. Good choice though, no regret. Hehe~~

Excited okay!!

nOa is back~

2009-02-24T11:28:00.001+08:00

Hi babes and hunks (oh, so glad if there is any!)
I have deleted all my previous posts for last year since some horrendous cows had used the details to spread bad words to someone who is just plain stupid, egoistical maniac whatsoever who is against me. That had happened somewhere in January, which had made me into the lowest Noa you will ever know. I had cried two straight days of bad things people said about me though I know I necessarily not to be sad with it. Things had happened and exactly it had jeopardized some parts of my future. That’s why I had kept myself low from this blog. As an escapade, I had shared those painful moments with Cinta, my babes and “sista souls”. Too bad some “friends” (if they ever deserve to be ones) had fled away from me over these matter yet I am NOT involving them with any of these thingy. But sure, I can’t blame them though, they are just being immature.

However…

Things are over!
I need not to be sad anymore.
I am not a victim.
I have power within me to fix things.
and
I’ll make this year a great one.

oh my noa, she's so vain!

Life of A Supplement Junkie

Life is Short.

Something new.

The Questions : The One That You Asked Me vs The One That I Kept to Myself

Wordless Wednesday: Gingerbread turns Honeycomb

Rainbow Caramel Cake

Wordless Wednesday ii

Wordless Wednesday :)

Lunch Today: Pizza Junction's Delivery

Sticky Entry: Cheesy Potato Pie for sale

November

A game that unite all

What's for lunch today?

Life is fragile. Handle with prayer.

3.11.11

Happy as a whale *wink!wink!*

Bajet 2012

In My Shoes

Two months.

Just like Giuliana and Bill..

Noa will ditch her skinny pants for another 8 months.

Lonesome.

gundah gelana

Miranda Kerr and baby Flynn

.sekolah saya.

.school's opening.

Untukmu :)

.beauty crave: B'white

.saya suka western food.

.beauty crave: Skin 79 Hot Pink Triple Function BB Cream

.massive distraction.

.oh my hanis zalikha.

.fruit salad yang vain.

.health and beauty issue.

.die dead. :) okay, the title is so not relevant with the entry.

.ada difference okie.

.the girl.

.malaysian version of edward & bella :) ok perasan.

.merry marry me.

noa tetap vain.

.a thought..

..huhu!..

..Aidiflitri..

H1N1 alert, saya sendiri takoot~

..i am fasting..

..quickie..

.excusez-moi, i'm on diet.

24 hours divide by 8 = ??

Keep your BFFs close but keep your “frenemies” closer

hiatus from my blogspot

hum~drum of my tummy

Currently~~

A day in KK

We still have many choices, in life!

nOa is back~

Happy as a whale wink!wink!